crazy_bunnybee

happy happy fun fun

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 22:22:15 GMT

*smiles*
i got layed last night

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 03:18:41 GMT

i didnt see luke!!!! I DIDNT SEE LUKE!!!! *dances like a crazy retard!!!!!!*......and something very strange happened to me the other day *raises one eyebrow*....hhhmmmm..... but im not gonna tell yu coz im mean *sticks tounge out at you*
love you
love me
love icecream

eh

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 23:37:59 GMT

eh...thats all i have to say...
luke wallace is going to be in corryong tomorow.... i am scared shitless and its pissing me off.... y do i have to be so scared???...he cant do anything to me... not anymore.... but i can still feel the pain... i still cry myself to sleep at 4 in the morning...
i still put on a happy face when really im depressed.... and i hate it.... all i wanna do is get on with my life... he cant hurt me anymore... but im still scared...and i hate it.

dad hit me the other day....
he hit me ...
and i instantly remembered luke... when he dislocated my jaw... when i wolk up with black eyes....brused arms and a broken heart.... i remembered the year i had to endure while luke was living with me and i was scared again.
scared of life... scared of death... scared of being happy or sad... scared of my own shadow...
maybe one day ill get over it.... amybe one day ill meet someone who will make me forget.... who wont make me feel scared... or lonley....
i hope so....

screams and hides

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 04:05:54 GMT

lukes cummin up on thursday.... im scared.... but hopefully he calls before he goes out to my place so i have time to go down to smithys....
oh god i hope i dont see him...
hes the only person ive ever hated and the person im most scared of....

and now i find out emm might not be able to cuim up!!!!
*crys*

wtf?????

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 23:44:01 GMT

i got sent out of class yesterday for being too happy!!!!..... wat the???? lol...the teacher thought i was on drugs!!!....funny as!!!!
its raining here at the mo *strips nacked and goes outside and dances in it*
ooohhh cold...
lol...yesterday was so fun!!!!....me and me friends had a huge waterfight and we got soooooooooooooo soaked... like not the usualy water fight wetness... no it was many BUCKETS of water tiped over head while u were being tackled to the ground wetness..... then we went to class litually dripping like we fell in the pool!!!!.... it was awsome!!!!

how sweet is this??????
Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At
Least 15 people in this world love you in some way. The only reason
someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like
you. There are at least 2 people in this world that would die for you.
You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know
exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look again. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget the rude remarks

fun fun....

runz around in circles

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 03:58:34 GMT

ME HAS LOTS OF ENERGY!!!!!!! *twitch*
aaaarrrggghhhhh i have to do a speech soon!!!! *wets pants*
but its ok.... coz mummy wrote it.... dontcha love it wen ur parents do yu work for yu?????

me cant wait till the folkie festival!!!!!....me is exiteded!!! *twitch twitch* I GET TO SEE EMM AGAIN!!!!! *runz around in circles*

eh

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 00:04:53 GMT

im not feelin that good at the mo.....
im bored and tired....
thats about it...
ok buy

screams and hides behind couch

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 23:45:34 GMT

LUKES CUMMIN UP!!!!!!!!
*hides*
hes cummin up for the melbourne cup weekend AND for nariel!!!!!!
*is scared*
but smithy said hed protect me melbourne cup weekend and im sure emm will protect me at nariel so im all good *throws spoonz in his random direction for good measure*

IM BACK!!!!!!!

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 04:21:49 GMT

*spinz in spinny chair*
dija miss me??????
i bet u did!!!!
*runz around in circles and gets all dizy then falls on the ground*
i had good holidays.... i got drunk.... i got shagged and some funny ass shit happend to me..... all fun!!!!
but thats about it...

!!!splooge!!!!!

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 23:39:01 GMT

last day of skool!!!!!!!!!!!!.... last day of skool!!!!!!....*does a stupid little dance*
me is so happyness..... i have soooo much energy i just wanna.....eeehhhhhhhhhh....*does frustrated little explody noises* EXPLODE or summink..... *twerlz*
u no wats really funny?????? when u see a huge dog crap with a footprint in it *falls on the ground giggleing uncontrolably*
me reading the new harry potter at the mo..... *giggles* its so funny.... makes me wanna go around adn jinksing ppl!!!!! *points stupid little stick at random people* "ggggrrrooooobblllliiieedooobbblllooonnkkkiiiieeee!!!!!!!!!!!" *then they start growing townails out of their ears*
heh heh heh
well thats it.... me e-mail still aint workin so pl r yellin me for snobbin them.... but stuff em..... i aint gonna be neer a computer for next two weeks anyways.... so BLAAAAARRRRR!!!!...
*pokes tounge out at them then jumps on the table and screams "fly my prettys FLY!!!!!!"*
wat????....y is everyone looking at me???
oohhhhhhhhhhhhh ooohh ooooohhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
play went crappy!!!!!!!!..... but i was really good!!!! *twerlz* acording to everyone i was the only good one in the entire play.... but that could be because i was the ONLY one without my book....3 ppl refuzed to show up.... i was the only one that put feeling into my lines and i was the only one whe projected my voice..... i guess thats wat u get when u try and make an english class do a play.....an english class that half of them cant act.... refuz to act or hate acting and 98% of everyone hated the storyline.... but hey apart from that it went well....
..............SPLOOOOOGGGGEE!!!!!...............

goes crazy!!!!!

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 04:11:53 GMT

AAARRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i sware to god my hotmail hates me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
every now and then it just goes "hhmmm i think ill stop working now and piss tessa off!!!!
is anybody reading this got any suggestions for a better e-mail thingie like yahoo or something.... a good one coz i sware to god if i have to make ANOTHER hotmail acount im gonna go bonkas!!!!!!
just so yu no i can receive e-mails....i just cant send any....

sam!!!!!

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 03:59:42 GMT

sam had her baby!!!!!!!!!!
i am so happy for sam!!!!.... she had her baby on thursday!!!!....wittle baby aden....he's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute and tiny!!! hes 7 pounds..... ooohhh.... hes so gorges!!!!!
im so happy for her!

still sic..... but getin better

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 04:19:47 GMT

hhhmmmm how do i feel today????
i dont no.....
i just had a bottle of v and 2 chocolate bars thanks to robbie.... and im feeling..... kinda caffenanated..... mmmmmmm....caffeen.....
i got emms letter last night and im like....wow big!!!!!....yay!!!!.and i like read it and laughed like heaps and heaps and was really happy and i started a reply..... i love gettin letters it makes me feel so.... letternated.... mmmm.....beeeeeeeerrrr... *gargle*
but i am still sic.... but its cool coz i gave it to dad *evil giggle*
eeehhhh.... so anoying....my mum just got over her broken ribs, she now has a broken arm and dads got a broken collerbone.... i sware to god my parents are nilly at their expirery date.....
the play in english is gonna be a disaster coz half the class dont no their lines yet (me included in one wittle bit....the bit that i get hipmostised doobie) and were so not organised....were havin trouble rememberin wat side of the stage to enter....so were all everywere and it sux and most of the people r sic of it to the point were they dont care so they just wonder out wich is really frustraiting.... and were on in 1 week tomorow..... oh well me dont really care....
its nering the end of scool so were like gettin exams and stuff so the pressures really buildin up and stuff....a dn coz im in vce the works really hard..... eeehhhhhh...... i hate school
and im really worried about lama.... her bro stared talking to her rally agresavl and she started crying then they both got called up to the office adn then i saw her leavin skool with her bag and shes turned her fone off.... i hope everythings ok.... poor lama.....
i guess ill see tomorow....i hope....
wow im havin a real bitch session today.... aint this great????....
hhmmmm....i hate bein a bitch.... but hay.....ill live...
i better shut up now.....
oh wait good news....
i aint hered from amy for like a week so thats makin me happy..... yay happy *bounces around all sarcastic*
hhhhmmmmm....wat to do in the holiday????
ill prolly go to smithys and laugh at him and call him a dickhead.... coz its so funny.....
well i think ill shut up now....

BUNPILLY BOO

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 04:56:12 GMT

LUM DI DUM DI DOO....
ID BEE HAVIN AN AWSOME ASS DAY IF EMM HANDT GIVEN ME HER COLD!!!! ggrrrrr.... but i love her....
but in the meentime...i think ill take over the world....
and to do this i shall need a talking poodle... a bunch of toothbrushes and a can of sardeens....
or was it a bunch of talking toothbrushes.... a can of poodles and a sadeen..... or was it.....
eeehhhh.... *coughs*
see told yu i was sick.....
hhhmmmm....wat did i do today???.... well i got up.... grumbling i might add... and then got dressed.... a mission in itself.... hmm... then.... well then i cant member... prolly went to school....yeah thats it...i went to skool....coz thats y im in class at the moment... i thought that was a bit strange.....
then im gonna go bac home.... laugh at smithy and tell him hes a dickhead coz hi broke his coller bone.... AGAIN....
and and and....ehh... to much thinking!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! skool holidays in 2 weeks!!!!
oh yeah!!!! *does crazy little dance doobie!!!!*
*cough cough*...gggrrrrrrowl
anyways the teacher giving me "the look" and telling me that skool is to learn things....i mean seriously.... as if!!!!... but she seems to think so so i prolly better do this think she calles "work"....hhhmmm very odd..... shall tell all about it later...
but by the look of it i dont recomend it....

POPCORN!!!!!

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 00:03:46 GMT

i am so happy today!!!!
my toes are tingling.... my hair is fluro orange...
i cant stop smileing!!!!!
i have no idea why!!!.... i think last night while i way layin in bed i realized.... i dont need to be unhappy.... i have friends.... family and 6 cars who love..... smootching me till i beg for mercy.....
ever since amy has been bitching about me... telling lies about me... turning my friends away from me out of jeliousy and spite.... i realized.... those who beleve her without even asking me of what if true or not and not even asking for my side of the story.... well they dont deserve my friendship!!!!....
and when i realized this i was happy....
i felt like jumpingup adn down on my molti colourd hippy blanked and laughing.... singing and crying all at the same time!!!!

but on the other hand.... i got english next and were doin a play.... the crucible.... and im so sick of it... we gotta talk in ol ye english and the plays in like a week and a half or something and like no-one knows their lines..... i love acting but its really hard when eveyone hates the play and no-one cares and cant be botered to learn the lines.... but i dont care... im to happy to care at the mo....
NA NA NA NA NA NA BATMAN!!!!!!!!
...and remember....
Get really close to finding the secret of the universe, but get bored at the last minute and go play video games.
Don't piss God off...For obvious reasons.
Never remove things from the top of your head. It just becomes a painful, sticky mess. and....
All electronic equipment is out to get you.
remebba this and ya cant go wrong.... unless u do go wrong... well then yu stuffed...

how i feel at the mo

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 04:10:56 GMT

i am a black bunny trapped in a snow storm....
all around me people are laughing and singing...
i also am laughing and singing.... but not on the inside...
on the inside i am weepeing. my heart has been ripped apart... torn and scatted through the fluffy white abliss...
i am sitting in a bare room.... the floor is covered in blood and my nacked body is covered in cuts and bruses....
my hair is matted and falling out.... my eyes are bloodshot and weeping.
weeping teears of acid. salty droplets of water are running down my dirty face. leaving small trails of molten lava
why do i always have to feel so unhappy????
why cant everything just be ok???
why cant i just play in the snow with everyone elce?????